Friday, November 19

Friday = Monday

Today is my Monday, but actually it's Friday. My work week starts. Actually I have been going to work. I worked last night. They opened up some overtime at work for a special project. Hell yeah!!! I'm gonna soak up as much of that OT as I can. I'm going in 2 hours early tonight as well. I need the cash. This is a god send. I will own my truck in a few months.....I will!!!! That's my goal.

The lady has been on me about getting another vehicle. We can not afford another car payment, so, I'm going to pay the truck off as soon as possible. We need another car. One that is easier on gas. Period.

Have not heard much from the bum, that's a good thing. I have to put up with the fucker on Thanksgiving but, oh well. Think I may stay in my basement when he's here.

Had date night with the lady a few nights ago. I have not taken her out in ages. Did the dinner and a movie thing, it was fun. She liked it, so, mission accomplished.

I did see where the bum moved a few days ago. Crap man, what a shithole. I had no idea my little town here had a scum area, but it does. It just goes to show you, scum attracts scum I guess. What a fucking loser. His wife works, he is totally capable of getting a job, he don't and they live in a crap hole tiny apartment. Man what a fucking panty waste this guy is. To tell you the truth, if you were to just look at him, not hear him speak mind you, just look and you would be able to tell, he's a lazy fuck. Oh well.

On a happier note, I'm going up north next month, I still don't know the details, but we are going. I'm gonna drop my girl off at her other worthless sons house and split. I ain't hanging around there.

This blog has kind of evolved, so to speak. I was just going to write about my basement, but wound up writing about my girls worthless family. I have nothing good to say about these two losers actually. They are both grown men, with families of their own and still look to their mother on a regular basis for support. That's fucking sad. It is to be expected actually. They are from scumtown. That's the norm up there. My girl was not in the greatest situation when I met her. I moved her out of that fucking cesspool and she left her kids there. I figured at the time it would end there. Wrong. But, oh well. I used to pity these fucking worthless fucks, but no more. My girl has me behind her. That's all she needs. These two bums know it, and know that I will step in and insure that my lady is not taken advantage of, period. I have done that in the past, and will continue to do it. She can't help the way they turned out. She raised them by herself and did the best she could. I would love to speak with the fathers of these 2, lol. By just hearing my lady talk to her sons about them, I can tell they're worthless. Hehehe, I just love looking down on these people. They do not deserve my respect. Actually they should be bowing down and kissing my ass on a regular basis. I take care of their mother. They do not have to worry about her. Their mother has the best life that she has ever had thanks to me. That's my job. To make her happy. I love her, and will provide for her everything that she wants. Period.

These two are kind of jealous actually, lol. That's great!!! Let them see what we have. Let them see what being responsible and not lazy does. I constantly look down on these two. Don't get me wrong, I do not insult and am not rude to them, just blunt and speak with a tone of disgust in my voice when addressing them. They are both well aware that I have no respect and liking for them, which is a good thing actually. It makes them think twice when asking their mother for help. They both know that she will turn to me, and they may have to deal with me......hahaha. It's great. My girl knows that she does not have to deal with these 2 fucking losers if she does not want to. All she has to do is ask me to step in, and I'm there.

In the past, on this blog actually, I have stated that I have had second thoughts about being with my girl. I have been giving that alot of thought over the past month, and have come to the conclusion that it is not her fault, or mine actually. It is her fucking worthless family. You can not imagine the amount of stress that these 2 worthless fucks pile on her. They constantly beg her for cash, favors, etc......she knows that I will not comply with their requests and does not bring it up to me. She lets it boil inside her so to speak. I can not demand that she stop caring for her sons and their families, that would be unfair and next to impossible. A mother is never going to stop caring for her children. I understand that. The only thing that I can do is be here for her. I am and will. I am always going to love and respect my lady.

When all is said and done, it is her and I against the world. I love and respect her. I have her back forever. That's my job. Period.

Monday, November 8

Looking Forward To Turkey Day

Well, not much happening around here. Today is my Friday, so that's cool, I got the weekend to look forward too. I am not working on Thanksgiving, so, I have that day off. I volunteered, but did not get it. I figured as such, considering I worked it last year. They are being real tight at work about overtime. I could have used the extra, oh well.

Sooooo, I get to have a regular Thanksgiving this year. My lady has invited the bum and his family over for dinner. I ain't going to be drinking any beers, don't like drinking after meals. No point anyways. We will probably have some bird and watch movies afterwards.

My lady wants to spend sometime up North with her other son and his family, we are probably going to go up there for Christmas and she will stay for a couple weeks. That's when I will do my drinking, I will be able to listen to my tunes without being disturbed.

I am really looking forward to going back to scumtown actually. I have been craving a good pizza. I just hope these gas prices fall when we go. My truck is a real gas sucker man, sheesh. I may have a few with my cousin when we get up there, I'm not sure.

I really do like this time of year. It's not Christmas or anything like that, I really don't like the holiday. It's just this time of year in general. I really can not put a finger on it actually.

I think it may have something to do with when I was in the service. When I was active, I always took leave in the winter time back home. I liked the cold weather. Or maybe it is my memories of Christmas in the past, when I was a kid. I have no idea. I do like the cold though, hehe.

I have figured out how to transfer all my records onto my PC, so all I have to do now is finish the desk and stereo cabinet I'm building, move everything where it goes, and that's it. I have not purchased any new records or anything, my folks did bring down some 8-track tapes for me. When I get everything placed how I want it, I should be able to convert those to MP3's as well.

I'm still interested in Baseball cards, just not as much now. I have not purchased any new ones. The fucking prices on these things are insane. I watch these box/pack break videos and I can just tally up the money that the guy has spent on that crap, and it's all for nothing really. The new cards are a joke. I do like the inserts that they place in the packs, but shit, you have to buy alot of packs just to get something good. In the end for the money that you spent on the cards, your returns are crap. That's why I have not gotten any new cards. I think I am going to continue collecting the older ones from 1980 and before.

I'm hungry, suppertime!!