Same Same

Well, It's been awhile since my last post. Nothing much has happened. Been colder than shit and that's about it.

My girl has not heard from her scum fuck son up north, as far as I know, so that's a good thing. Me and the girl have been getting along ok. I think she got the hint when I advised her that I was tired of dealing with all this crap, she better give me my space and leave me the fuck alone. It worked I think.

I'm telling you, she better have, I'll boot her ass out at the drop of a hat. I'm sick of this crap. I'm not being an asshole to her. That's not my way. I still love her and care about her, but I am not going to impede my life, stress myself out, and sacrifice anything no longer. That's done.

In the middle of all the crap, I advised her that she had better start seeing her worthless family for what they are, users. I told her that my family, (my folks, grand mother) care more about her than her own fucking sons....that's sad, but the truth. I told her that if she can not accept that fact, I think that we may have to rethink OUR situation. I was tired of dealing with that crap and my folks were as well. I told her that I was tired of standing by and watching her family use and hurt her, then when I tried to do something, she would get angry at me. I did not like seeing her get hurt and taken advantage of and if things do not change, we may just have to go our separate ways. I could not continue to live like that.

I think that sunk in. I am not trying to make her stop loving her kids, I want her to see that they will always use her until she puts a stop to it. I can not do it, she has to. Well, I think she has come around.

We will see.