I'm Still A Smoker

Well, That didn't work. I still smoke. My girl quit. I'm proud of her, me, not so much.

I did actually try this time. The girl has been on me, which was to be expected, but, I had a little talk with her the other day, I hope it sunk in. I have noticed in the past, It takes my girl a little while to grasp certain things. I just think she just tries to push me, to see how far she can go. Fuckin chicks do that, alot.

So, I'm still a smoker. I changed a little but though. I don't smoke in the basement any longer, and try not to smoke in the car when she is with me.

Now, this last Feb, she had a real problem with her worthless son up North. Guess what? The stupid fuckers bitch is pregnant. That is not all. The bum down here has one on the way as well. I will never understand these fucking lowlife, scums. They can not even afford to support the little bastards they have now, and are adding on. Just goes to show you, scum are like a virus. They will breed. Period.

When I had to go up North to get my girl, I advised her that family don't treat each other like that and I was not going to stand for it. Well, it looks as if all has been forgiven and forgotten. Not I. I will remind my girl, and let her know what I think. If she don't like it and gets mad at me. I'm dropping her. Period. I am not going through that crap again. It's not my fault she can not get along with her family for longer than 2 weeks.

She is planning on going up North for Christmas, I said she. I have not agreed yet. I have just been not saying anything and she has been assuming that I am going to go. I'm not sure yet. I'm on the fence.

I'm not sure. I just may take her up there and leave her there for good. If she don't start standing up for herself to her worthless brood, I just may do that.