It's Thursday

Nothing going on. It's Thursday. Nuff said. It's still been cold out, had some snow the other day. This weather is strange.

I have not been doing much of anything lately, just vegging in front of the tube. Got drunk off of my ass a few days ago. Something happened that day of importance I think.

See, since the bum moved down here, my girl has been having her grand kid visit and stay with us for a few days sometime. I advised her at the beginning that I was cool with that, only if it happens on weekends, when I work. Not the days I have off. Well, that has been going good up until a few days ago. See, this kid is off school for spring break. He had been with us for a week already. Now, I don't like kids. Never have. I was pretty drunk, that gave me just enough balls to be an asshole. I am usually pretty laid back. I'm a nice guy. Too nice at times I have been told. Well, I told my girl to take the little bastard home. Let his parents watch him. I was sick of dealing with the kid.

Well it has been a few days now, I don't think my girl is pissed. She has not mentioned it. I think she was waiting for me to make the decision to take the kid home. She was sick of watching him too, she just did not want to admit that to herself or the bum.

She has also been on me about smoking in the basement. I informed her that it will continue and not to bring it up ever again. I told her that the basement was mine and what I do down there is none of her business and she had better learn to accept that fact. Simple as that.

I think that is very fair. I have given the upstairs to her, she can do anything with it that she wishes and I will support her. This basement is my domain. My place. She is welcome down here at anytime.

So that's where we stand. I hope she got the idea about the fucking kid. If I wanted kids around me I would have had some by now. I hate kids, period. I got my dog, that's enough.

Same Same

Well, It's been awhile since my last post. Nothing much has happened. Been colder than shit and that's about it.

My girl has not heard from her scum fuck son up north, as far as I know, so that's a good thing. Me and the girl have been getting along ok. I think she got the hint when I advised her that I was tired of dealing with all this crap, she better give me my space and leave me the fuck alone. It worked I think.

I'm telling you, she better have, I'll boot her ass out at the drop of a hat. I'm sick of this crap. I'm not being an asshole to her. That's not my way. I still love her and care about her, but I am not going to impede my life, stress myself out, and sacrifice anything no longer. That's done.

In the middle of all the crap, I advised her that she had better start seeing her worthless family for what they are, users. I told her that my family, (my folks, grand mother) care more about her than her own fucking sons....that's sad, but the truth. I told her that if she can not accept that fact, I think that we may have to rethink OUR situation. I was tired of dealing with that crap and my folks were as well. I told her that I was tired of standing by and watching her family use and hurt her, then when I tried to do something, she would get angry at me. I did not like seeing her get hurt and taken advantage of and if things do not change, we may just have to go our separate ways. I could not continue to live like that.

I think that sunk in. I am not trying to make her stop loving her kids, I want her to see that they will always use her until she puts a stop to it. I can not do it, she has to. Well, I think she has come around.

We will see.