48 Hours down. 2 Days. I have cheated. I had 5 puffs from a cig, took those last night at work. I am going to get past this. That little transgression is now history. It was a minor slip. I have since taken care of the problem. I had a pack of smokes in my car. I kept thinking of those smokes at work, and finally gave in and lit one. Well, no more. I threw them out the window this morning on my way home.
I am going to win this battle. I have been using the gum, I am not going to cheat anymore. My girl is hanging in there. I am proud of both of us.
I have noticed I am smelling things. Not sure if that's just my imagination, but who knows. I do wake up easier now, no hacking. That's a plus. I am excited. I can not wait to be free from these fuckers once and for all!!
Monday, September 12
Sunday, September 11
Smoking.
Well, it's been 32 hours since my last cigarette. Me and the lady are trying to quit. She is using the pills, I'm using the gum.
She has cheated a couple times (4 to be exact). I have not. I have not had a puff of a cigarette since 0930 Saturday 9/10/11. I do not want to be a slave to these anymore.
Considering my girl cheating, it's funny. When we talked about this, she always accused me of cheating and that I better not smoke behind her back. When she was was successful, there would be no smoking in the basement. Well, it looks as if she is the one that does not have the will power to quit.
That's ok with me. I ain't smoking anymore. One of the big reasons I decided to give them up is price. I was spending a fortune on those fuckers. Not anymore. If my girl don't quit, that's fine with me. She is buying her own. I am not buying them.
It's been rough, but I'm hanging in there. I AM GOING TO WIN THIS BATTLE!!!
She has cheated a couple times (4 to be exact). I have not. I have not had a puff of a cigarette since 0930 Saturday 9/10/11. I do not want to be a slave to these anymore.
Considering my girl cheating, it's funny. When we talked about this, she always accused me of cheating and that I better not smoke behind her back. When she was was successful, there would be no smoking in the basement. Well, it looks as if she is the one that does not have the will power to quit.
That's ok with me. I ain't smoking anymore. One of the big reasons I decided to give them up is price. I was spending a fortune on those fuckers. Not anymore. If my girl don't quit, that's fine with me. She is buying her own. I am not buying them.
It's been rough, but I'm hanging in there. I AM GOING TO WIN THIS BATTLE!!!
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