Been Awhile

Ok, I know. It has been awhile since my last post. Alot has happened since then as well.

I got my CT scan on the 5th and the results. The results were good. No change. The cancer did not shrink, but, it did not grow either, which is good. The doc is changing my chemo drugs. I go in next on the 3rd. This time it is going to take them 5-6 hours to give me the drugs and then I have to wear a pump home for the next 48 hours for it to pump chemo drugs in. That's gonna suck. But, if it kills the cancer, oh yeah.

I have not had a cigarette since November 1st. It's been 2 weeks now. I still think about smoking, but, I think it is safe to say I'm done with it. I am breathing alot easier now, and the mucus I had in my throat is now almost gone. It feels good. I am so glad I am not a slave to those dam things any longer. I am never going to even touch one again. Period.

My taste buds have been acting up bad. It seems I can not eat anything without it tasting bad. It is strange, because, one day something will taste bad, then the next it wont. I don't know what the hell is going on. I am getting scared to eat. Been feeling kinda nauseous the past couple days, I have not hurled, but it feels like I have had too a couple times. Not sure what that is. If it keeps up, I'll let the doc know on the 3rd.

We still have the dam kids. It was kinda funny though a couple days ago. The bitch mom asked my lady what we were doing for Thanksgiving, my lady told her. Making a big turkey with all the trimmings and watching Christmas movies. That's what we do every year. My lady didn't ask the bitch what she was doing, or invite her. She is not welcome. It sounded like the bitch wanted and invite, it didn't happen. We both do not want her here ruining our Holiday. Screw her.

We picked up our turkey today. I can't wait for dinner on the 22nd. Been listening to Christmas music in the car. 2 radio stations here have started playing Holiday music 24x7. I like that. I have already heard the barking dogs, now I just gotta hear the 12 Pains Of Christmas and I will be happy. I loved hearing those barking dogs......LOL.

I'm in pretty good spirits. I wish I had the time to go up north, but I really don't right now. I probably could and work from up there for a few days, but, think I will stay put down here. I call my mother on a daily basis. I wish I lived closer to my parents. But, oh well. It could be worse I guess. I could still be in TX or FLA. I miss my family.