CT Scan Results

Got my results yesterday. No new cancer anywhere, no growth anywhere. The cancer is just hanging out. I can live with that. That's great news considering the cancer that I got. The Doc is real happy with my progress and I am relieved. I also gained some weight....woohoo. 8 lbs. I know it's not alot, but it's a start. For the last month and a half everytime I went in it showed a loss. Not this time!!!!

I gotta go get the dog his medicine today, he's starting to get that yeast infection again. The lady says he is starting to stink, I can't smell him yet so I'm gonna get that crap before he gets any worse. Last time it was real bad....I could barely stand it. I was seriously thinking of getting rid of him, I know that sounds bad, but the stench was almost unbearable. It was bad. I have no idea whats causing him to get this crap, the VET don't either. He says the dog is allergic to something, I have been giving him allergy relief pills daily. My dog is a real good dog. We don't have to put the pills in any food or anything, I just put the pill in my hand he comes and licks it up. I love him very much. He's a great dog, I could not have asked for a better one.

The DOC said he is changing my chemo drugs again. Keep this cancer guessing. The good thing is..... NO PUMP!!!!! Yeah!!! I won't have to lug that thing around anymore....woohooo!! I think the treatments will not take as long either. To tell you all the truth, I kinda liked my 6-8 hour treatments every other week. It got me away from the lady, she is really starting to get on my nerves, I think I'm getting on hers as well. We need a break from each other now that I don't go to work. In the past 2 weeks I have almost gotten to the point of just asking her to leave. But, I was just really pissed. I did not tell her anything, just steamed in the basement. I got over it, I love her, I don't want her to leave.......well....maybe for a week, LOL. I tend to fly off of the handle at times....I didn't this time. I kept my mouth shut. To tell you the truth, I would not know what to do if I was alone. I'm glad she and the kids are here.

The baby is calling me papa now....It warms my heart when she does that. She's a little cutey. I have told my lady and the 9 yr old, this is their house. They will always have a place to stay (the kids) as long as I have anything to say in the matter. Those kids deserve a better life.

Well, that's where I stand. It looks as if the cancer is still sleeping, that's cool, I can live with that.

NEVER GIVE UP!!!!!!! NEVER SURRENDER!!!!!!!!!