It's New Years Eve. I'm working. I feel really good today. I got a lot of sleep yesterday. Went to bed last night at around 11 and woke up today at 4 in the afternoon.....lol. These dam chemo drugs knock the shit outta me.
Well, I have come to a cross roads. I have been collecting video games now for about 9 months. I have gotten quite a lot of different systems and games for each. I have yet to play any of them. I have not played any of them at all I noticed a couple days ago. They are just sitting there on a shelf. However, I have been listening to my records constantly for the same time. I'm putting the video games away. I have been stacking boxes with my records in them going through them looking for ones I want to play........putting my records back on the shelves and am going to actively start building my record collection again. I never really stopped collecting records anyway, just did not really pursue it on a daily basis.
I got a really good deal on 5 Chubby Checker 45's from the bay. I was surprised I won the auction. They came in the mail today and I am very pleased. A couple of the records are in mint/mint shape. They look like they have never been played and 4 of them came with the picture sleeve for the records!!! It goes to show, you can still get a good deal on Ebay if your patient.
Like I said, I am feeling really good today. So, the first day of the new year I am going to be feeling really good. I hope that is a view of things to come in the next year.
It has been 7 months since my diagnosis. I feel the same. I am getting some side effects from the chemo, but, other than that I feel the same. I have not lost any weight, my doc says that's a real good sign. I am fighting this, I try to stay optimistic and look forward to things. Working from home sucks, I can not wait for the day to come when I can go into work. That may happen soon, I'm not sure. I am soooooo glad that I am not a slave to those fucking smokes any more. I feel 1000 times better since I have quit. Not to mention I am not spending close to 200 bucks a month on them either. I'm spending that cash on records.....LOL.
I'd like to thank you all for reading about my mundane life. Not sure how many readers I have, I don't know how to check that crap.....LOL. But, thank you none the less. I am hopeful the coming year brings with it good times and perhaps a cancer free diagnosis for me. I am hopeful. I am going to fight this till my last breath!!! Take Care all and may God Bless you guys.
NEVER GIVE UP!!!!!!! NEVER SURRENDER!!!!!!!
Monday, December 31
Friday, December 28
Feeling Good
Christmas morning went off without a hitch. The kid got some pretty good loot this year. I had a good time watching the kid open his presents. It was fun. After he opened his presents, I went to bed, I was up all night working.
The lady woke me up at around 6 for Christmas dinner. I was looking forward to that. It was great except for my favorite part. The ham tasted like crap to me. These dam Chemo drugs screw with my taste buds and certain foods leave a really horrible after taste in my mouth. The ham did. I was pissed. Everything else tasted great. I was scared that was going to happen. Well, it has been a few days since, I have tried some ham again with the same results. There is a lot of ham leftover. The lady has already made a big pan of scalloped potatoes and ham. I love that. Tried some tonight, BONUS!!! It tasted good to me! No after taste. Great!!! She is going to use the rest of the leftovers to make me some homemade navy bean soup. I love that stuff too. I am hopeful that it will not taste like crap to me.
Don't have anything planned for New Years Eve. I'll probably work. We have not ever done anything that night. Too dam crowded and I hate people to begin with. We stay home. Ain't gonna be drinking this year. I have been sober now for 7 months and have not had a smoke in 2 months. I am breathing a lot better now. I like being a non smoker. I went over to a friends house a few days ago, he smokes. It has been the first time I have been close to somebody actually smoking for an extended period. I had no trouble at all. I did smell it a little bit, but as far as wanting to smoke or anything, nothing. No feelings what so ever. Cool. So, I think it is pretty safe to say I have finally kicked that fucking habit for good!!!! I am not ever going to touch a cigarette ever again!!!!!!
Got a docs appointment today. Not doing Chemo today, just going in for blood work. I'm also taking that lady to the ER. She has had a chest cold or something for a couple weeks now. She has been coughing up green stuff and crap. I hope it's not bad. She's going in and we will see.
Other than that I feel really good today. I am hoping that my lady does not require an overnight hospital stay, but, if the doc recommends it, so be it.
Later All
The lady woke me up at around 6 for Christmas dinner. I was looking forward to that. It was great except for my favorite part. The ham tasted like crap to me. These dam Chemo drugs screw with my taste buds and certain foods leave a really horrible after taste in my mouth. The ham did. I was pissed. Everything else tasted great. I was scared that was going to happen. Well, it has been a few days since, I have tried some ham again with the same results. There is a lot of ham leftover. The lady has already made a big pan of scalloped potatoes and ham. I love that. Tried some tonight, BONUS!!! It tasted good to me! No after taste. Great!!! She is going to use the rest of the leftovers to make me some homemade navy bean soup. I love that stuff too. I am hopeful that it will not taste like crap to me.
Don't have anything planned for New Years Eve. I'll probably work. We have not ever done anything that night. Too dam crowded and I hate people to begin with. We stay home. Ain't gonna be drinking this year. I have been sober now for 7 months and have not had a smoke in 2 months. I am breathing a lot better now. I like being a non smoker. I went over to a friends house a few days ago, he smokes. It has been the first time I have been close to somebody actually smoking for an extended period. I had no trouble at all. I did smell it a little bit, but as far as wanting to smoke or anything, nothing. No feelings what so ever. Cool. So, I think it is pretty safe to say I have finally kicked that fucking habit for good!!!! I am not ever going to touch a cigarette ever again!!!!!!
Got a docs appointment today. Not doing Chemo today, just going in for blood work. I'm also taking that lady to the ER. She has had a chest cold or something for a couple weeks now. She has been coughing up green stuff and crap. I hope it's not bad. She's going in and we will see.
Other than that I feel really good today. I am hoping that my lady does not require an overnight hospital stay, but, if the doc recommends it, so be it.
Later All
Tuesday, December 25
Christmas Eve
Well, it's Christmas Eve. I'm working. I decided to work tonight because the kid is gonna get us up early anyways. I already caught him peaking his nose out of his room.....hehehe. I'm feeling really good. The only thing really bothering me is my tongue. I bit it a few days ago way in the back real hard and have not been able to enjoy a meal since. It hurts like a mutha! I wish this dam thing would heal. Other than that I feel peachy.
Boy, I'll tell ya. That fucking kids mom really takes the cake. The bitch wanted the kids all night tonight,the lady of course said no way. She was not going to let that bitch ruin their Christmas. The lady said, lol. She came and got them at about 4 PM this afternoon. The lady told her to bring them back at 8. No problem.
Well she showed up 30 minutes late.....that don't surprise me. I asked the kid what she got him for Christmas. What he told me almost floored me. This kid says, his mother.......told him that he would get his presents after Christmas and then gave him a shirt. Unwrapped even. A shirt that she didn't even purchase. It was from his other grand mother. Do You Believe That Shit? I didn't, I told the kid that he had 1 chance to come clean. He better be telling the truth and if I were to find out he is not telling the truth, I would take all of his presents back. Well, he said he was telling the truth. I don't believe it. How a mother could be so fucking self centered to ignore her kids on fucking Christmas. It's an outrage.
Well, needless to say, there are plenty of presents under that tree for the kids this year. They are heaped up all around it. That kid is going to have a good Christmas this year. His fucking parents should not have been able to have kids. I'm soooooo fucking pissed.
I heard that this is a growing trend these days. Young people that are fucking worthless and their parents raising their kids. I know a guy at work who is doing the same thing. His wife's daughter had a kid and him and his wife adopted her. That's fucked. These dam young people today are fucking worthless. It pisses me off that society puts up with worthless fucking people such as this. In my case the mom is going to have her day real soon and the worthless fucking father is in jail. I say send them all to fucking work camps. Make the fuckers work for their food and lodging. Jail is too good for the fuckers.
These fucking kids now days feel entitled. They think the world owes them a fucking living. They have been coddled their whole fucking life, now when they can't make it they resort to crime or live off of mommy and daddy. I say fuck that. Make them all serve in the military at least 4 years. It will make them grow the fuck up. Hell joining the military was the best thing I ever did for myself. It grew me the fuck up quick.
That's it. Rant over. I feel great and am looking forward to watching the kid open his presents. All you that read this have a safe and happy Christmas and New Year.!!!!!!
Boy, I'll tell ya. That fucking kids mom really takes the cake. The bitch wanted the kids all night tonight,the lady of course said no way. She was not going to let that bitch ruin their Christmas. The lady said, lol. She came and got them at about 4 PM this afternoon. The lady told her to bring them back at 8. No problem.
Well she showed up 30 minutes late.....that don't surprise me. I asked the kid what she got him for Christmas. What he told me almost floored me. This kid says, his mother.......told him that he would get his presents after Christmas and then gave him a shirt. Unwrapped even. A shirt that she didn't even purchase. It was from his other grand mother. Do You Believe That Shit? I didn't, I told the kid that he had 1 chance to come clean. He better be telling the truth and if I were to find out he is not telling the truth, I would take all of his presents back. Well, he said he was telling the truth. I don't believe it. How a mother could be so fucking self centered to ignore her kids on fucking Christmas. It's an outrage.
Well, needless to say, there are plenty of presents under that tree for the kids this year. They are heaped up all around it. That kid is going to have a good Christmas this year. His fucking parents should not have been able to have kids. I'm soooooo fucking pissed.
I heard that this is a growing trend these days. Young people that are fucking worthless and their parents raising their kids. I know a guy at work who is doing the same thing. His wife's daughter had a kid and him and his wife adopted her. That's fucked. These dam young people today are fucking worthless. It pisses me off that society puts up with worthless fucking people such as this. In my case the mom is going to have her day real soon and the worthless fucking father is in jail. I say send them all to fucking work camps. Make the fuckers work for their food and lodging. Jail is too good for the fuckers.
These fucking kids now days feel entitled. They think the world owes them a fucking living. They have been coddled their whole fucking life, now when they can't make it they resort to crime or live off of mommy and daddy. I say fuck that. Make them all serve in the military at least 4 years. It will make them grow the fuck up. Hell joining the military was the best thing I ever did for myself. It grew me the fuck up quick.
That's it. Rant over. I feel great and am looking forward to watching the kid open his presents. All you that read this have a safe and happy Christmas and New Year.!!!!!!
Tuesday, December 18
This Dam Pump
Doing good tonight. Had Chemo today, man these new drugs take a long time to take. I think I am taking 4-5 different drugs and it takes about 5-6 hours for them to give them all to me. Needless to say I gotta lug this dam pump around with me for the next 2 days. Other than that, things have been going real good.
Well, I think I have bonded with the little baby. I like having her around. She is such a little cutie, it's almost impossible NOT to like her. I am starting to care about her more and more each day. It brightens my day when I walk by her and smile at her and she smiles back and jumps up and down excited to see me. It warms my heart.
Well, one thing I have noticed. These new chemo drugs do not make me as tired as the last ones did. I am finding I have alot more energy, especially on Chemo days. I think they are giving me more steroids. I'm on the juice.
Speaking of juice, I had some orange juice this morning and it tasted horrible. I hate my taste buds being out of wack like this. I used to love the taste of orange juice. Just didn't drink it that often.
Well, I think I maybe getting a laptop soon. I seen one at Wallyworld for only 288. It's got a 320 gig HD and all the other crap I need. The only thing I really plan on using it for is surf and store all of my music. Think I may pick that up next week, not sure. I plan on putting all of my vinyl on it. That will be sweet. I also am planning on getting more 45's now that I have a way to store them. It's gonna be cool.
Ain't heard nothing from the jailbird. It looks as if he is going to be in jail for awhile. I think they offered him a deal like......if he goes to court and is found guilty, they could sentence him to 40 years. If he pleaded guilty with no court he would get 8 years out in 10 months on parole. He is getting railroaded I think. But, oh well. He deserves it I think for letting his wife take it that far. The other bum son up North has already called several times wanting money. I think he is blaming his mom for not letting him move his family down here and mooch off of us. I heard the lady tell him one night that the she does not own this house, somebody else does......HELL YEAH somebody else does! That somebody is not going to be taken advantage of by scum either. Screw that. I told my lady, nobody, NOBODY is staying here ever again. Period. I am not giving her worthless family a dime ever again and never going to do anything to help them. Been there, done that. The trough is dry.
The kids can stay live here. That way I know they are ok and will not be harmed. Also, I like having them here. That's it though. No more kids and anybody else.
Doing pretty good otherwise, oh, my dog is feeling alot better and the stench is gone. Man, It was bad there for a little while. The stench has been gone now for a few weeks and he has been feeling alot better. I take him into the vet for a follow up in a couple days. I am hoping his ear infection has cleared up.
Well that's it for now!
Well, I think I have bonded with the little baby. I like having her around. She is such a little cutie, it's almost impossible NOT to like her. I am starting to care about her more and more each day. It brightens my day when I walk by her and smile at her and she smiles back and jumps up and down excited to see me. It warms my heart.
Well, one thing I have noticed. These new chemo drugs do not make me as tired as the last ones did. I am finding I have alot more energy, especially on Chemo days. I think they are giving me more steroids. I'm on the juice.
Speaking of juice, I had some orange juice this morning and it tasted horrible. I hate my taste buds being out of wack like this. I used to love the taste of orange juice. Just didn't drink it that often.
Well, I think I maybe getting a laptop soon. I seen one at Wallyworld for only 288. It's got a 320 gig HD and all the other crap I need. The only thing I really plan on using it for is surf and store all of my music. Think I may pick that up next week, not sure. I plan on putting all of my vinyl on it. That will be sweet. I also am planning on getting more 45's now that I have a way to store them. It's gonna be cool.
Ain't heard nothing from the jailbird. It looks as if he is going to be in jail for awhile. I think they offered him a deal like......if he goes to court and is found guilty, they could sentence him to 40 years. If he pleaded guilty with no court he would get 8 years out in 10 months on parole. He is getting railroaded I think. But, oh well. He deserves it I think for letting his wife take it that far. The other bum son up North has already called several times wanting money. I think he is blaming his mom for not letting him move his family down here and mooch off of us. I heard the lady tell him one night that the she does not own this house, somebody else does......HELL YEAH somebody else does! That somebody is not going to be taken advantage of by scum either. Screw that. I told my lady, nobody, NOBODY is staying here ever again. Period. I am not giving her worthless family a dime ever again and never going to do anything to help them. Been there, done that. The trough is dry.
The kids can stay live here. That way I know they are ok and will not be harmed. Also, I like having them here. That's it though. No more kids and anybody else.
Doing pretty good otherwise, oh, my dog is feeling alot better and the stench is gone. Man, It was bad there for a little while. The stench has been gone now for a few weeks and he has been feeling alot better. I take him into the vet for a follow up in a couple days. I am hoping his ear infection has cleared up.
Well that's it for now!
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