Doing ok. Had an ingrown toenail taken care of a couple days ago. Didn't think it was that big of a deal, but showed it to my cancer doc and he wanted me to go in to see a foot doc.
It didn't hurt at all, it was just red. Now the numbing stuff is starting to wear off and it's hurting a little bit. Not bad.
Well, tomorrow is the lady's birthday. I already got her some stuff. She has always wanted this little dragon fly paper weight thing. It's a real dragon fly in cased in plastic. Got her that, and I am finally going to put some shelves up in the basement for her. Gonna do that tomorrow night while she is sleeping.
Been feeling kinda ok. I have been doing a lot of sleeping. I did not work yesterday because I was tired. I slept all day. I have been really tired lately. At first when I started on these new drugs I was not as tired, now it's getting worse. I am glad so far though that being tired is only a couple of the side effects I am getting from this chemo. The other ones are sores on my body and taste buds out of wack.
The sores I am getting kinda look like mosquito bites that you scratched to much. They don't hurt or itch or anything, just look bad. They make me look like a leper. I get them on my face and it sucks. I don't like to go anywhere then. They usually last a couple days then go away.
My birthday is in a couple days too, I told the lady not to get me anything. There isn't anything I want, well, except some truck tires....LOL. Told her just to make me a turkey dinner. That's good enough for me. I can't get over this hamburger soup she made a few days ago. Man, that stuff rocked! It was delicious. She made a whole crap load of it too, so she canned a bunch of it. It was some of the best soup I have ever had.I'm glad she made alot.
I got a couple good deals on the bay for some vinyl. They are in the mail now. I'll let all you guys in on it when they get here. Other than that, things have been going ok around here.
Oh, I do gotta mention this. This fucking burned me up. The baby had her first birthday last week on Jan 20th. She turned 1 year old. The fucking mother didn't even come to see her kid. She said she didn't have the gas. Do you believe that crap? Well, that's just one more reason those kids are living here. Me and my lady will love them and make sure that they are safe. Screw their worthless mother.
Saturday, January 26
Monday, January 21
Records
I don't know if I have said this in the past, but I'm getting back into records. Vinyl that is. I never got out of it really. I was actively looking for vintage video games and systems and did acquire very many games and systems.
Sitting in my basement one day awhile ago listening to an album I noticed something. I did have a lot of games and systems on my shelves. About 10 different systems and a lot of games for each one. I had not touched them. I had not played any of them at all, just sat them there after I got them to collect dust. On the other hand here I am listening to a record album and the box I tore open to get to it still sitting in front of me next to the stack of albums that I listened too the other day. It dawned on me then. Why am I collecting old video games? They're cool and they look pretty cool all on the shelf and unique, but I don't play them.
I decided to get back into actively collecting records again. I'm going to box up the video games break out the records and enjoy them. I never stopped listening to my vinyl. I'm re-arranging the basement in a few days for the lady's birthday. I'm going to finally put up her shelves for her large pantry. She has told me that she has always wanted a very large pantry. Well, I have given her half of the basement and that will be her pantry. It's gonna be huge. There are already lots of boxes and bags of dry goods and cans and stuff stacked on the floor on that side. She is going to have the shelves half full with just what is in there now. I don't care. As long as she is happy. I'm fine. I can always put up more shelves.
Took the lady and the kids out to dinner last night. We went to Ryans again. I am starting to get kinda sick of that place. The salad was good but everything else was just OK. The kids and the lady enjoyed it.
The 8yr old said something to me in the car when we were at the store waiting for the lady, he said "grand pa ya know, your the closest thing I have to a father" I told him that it is alright, I ain't going anywhere soon. This is sad, this kid knows that his parents are worthless. Ya, sure the dad is in jail now, but, when he was out he didn't do a dam thing for the kid. I've told this kid several times, he can always rely on my and his grand ma. We will never let him down, and he will always have a place to go, period. An 8yr old should not have to worry about crap like that. It's fucking pathetic. I wish his mom would just off herself, the kids would be better off I think.
Those kids are always going to have a home as long as I'm alive. Period. My lady is their mother. The one that claims she is, is just the owner of the cunt they crawled of.
Sitting in my basement one day awhile ago listening to an album I noticed something. I did have a lot of games and systems on my shelves. About 10 different systems and a lot of games for each one. I had not touched them. I had not played any of them at all, just sat them there after I got them to collect dust. On the other hand here I am listening to a record album and the box I tore open to get to it still sitting in front of me next to the stack of albums that I listened too the other day. It dawned on me then. Why am I collecting old video games? They're cool and they look pretty cool all on the shelf and unique, but I don't play them.
I decided to get back into actively collecting records again. I'm going to box up the video games break out the records and enjoy them. I never stopped listening to my vinyl. I'm re-arranging the basement in a few days for the lady's birthday. I'm going to finally put up her shelves for her large pantry. She has told me that she has always wanted a very large pantry. Well, I have given her half of the basement and that will be her pantry. It's gonna be huge. There are already lots of boxes and bags of dry goods and cans and stuff stacked on the floor on that side. She is going to have the shelves half full with just what is in there now. I don't care. As long as she is happy. I'm fine. I can always put up more shelves.
Took the lady and the kids out to dinner last night. We went to Ryans again. I am starting to get kinda sick of that place. The salad was good but everything else was just OK. The kids and the lady enjoyed it.
The 8yr old said something to me in the car when we were at the store waiting for the lady, he said "grand pa ya know, your the closest thing I have to a father" I told him that it is alright, I ain't going anywhere soon. This is sad, this kid knows that his parents are worthless. Ya, sure the dad is in jail now, but, when he was out he didn't do a dam thing for the kid. I've told this kid several times, he can always rely on my and his grand ma. We will never let him down, and he will always have a place to go, period. An 8yr old should not have to worry about crap like that. It's fucking pathetic. I wish his mom would just off herself, the kids would be better off I think.
Those kids are always going to have a home as long as I'm alive. Period. My lady is their mother. The one that claims she is, is just the owner of the cunt they crawled of.
Saturday, January 19
Sill Here
It's been a few days. Well, 2013 ain't starting out that bad. The weather has been real nice. Cold, but no snow or ice. We had freezing rain a few nights ago, but it didn't ice up the roads none.
The lady made steaks a few nights ago, man they were great! That meat just melted in my mouth. That's one thing that my taste buds ain't screwed up on and that's steak.
Have not done much to the basement, I'm going to in a couple days. I have given half to the lady, so I'm gonna move my bar out into the garage and put shelves up in that part for her expanded pantry. Hell, there is a bunch of food out there now in bags and crap. That's gonna be one of her birthday surprises, those shelves. Both of our birthdays are coming up soon, I'm gonna tell her just to make me a turkey dinner with all the trimmings for mine. I don't need or want anything really, well, except some new tires for the truck. That's it.
Been feeling pretty good the last couple days. I have been really tired and have been doing a lot of sleeping. I went and saw the doc yesterday and he said that I look good and I am tolerating the chemo very well. I am very strong. That's good. He told me last week that the combination of drugs that I am on right now has never been tried before. I am hoping they work really good and knock this cancer on it's ass. It looks as if I will be going in for another CT scan in about a month and a half. I have to do 3 more chemo treatments first.
I pray to the good lord everyday that these drugs are killing the cancer inside of me. I thank him as well for sending me a sign to get in to get checked. We still have the kids.....I'm kinda thinking that's the reason the good lord sent me that sign. Wanted me to stay around and make sure those kids were taken care of right. My lady sure as hell can not do it by herself, and their mother simply wont. Period. It's sad too, they're good kids. They don't deserve that shit. I don't care. If the good lord wants me around to see that those kids have a good life......so be it. It's not the kids being here that bothers me, the kids don't bother me at all. It's the fact that the mother takes no responsibility for them at all. She don't give the lady a dime to watch them.....the chick is living with 2 guys, probably screwing them both. She does not worry about her kids at all. It can go weeks and she will not even call to check on them. That is what bothers me. She is taking advantage of us. We are doing it to make sure the kids are ok, their mom could give a shit about their well being honestly.
The lady is going to contact the state and get the investigation going. This woman has abandoned her kids and we are going to try and get her declared unfit. If that happens the state will place them with us and then we will get child support from her. I may even go for changing their last names to mine. Not sure yet.
The lady made steaks a few nights ago, man they were great! That meat just melted in my mouth. That's one thing that my taste buds ain't screwed up on and that's steak.
Have not done much to the basement, I'm going to in a couple days. I have given half to the lady, so I'm gonna move my bar out into the garage and put shelves up in that part for her expanded pantry. Hell, there is a bunch of food out there now in bags and crap. That's gonna be one of her birthday surprises, those shelves. Both of our birthdays are coming up soon, I'm gonna tell her just to make me a turkey dinner with all the trimmings for mine. I don't need or want anything really, well, except some new tires for the truck. That's it.
Been feeling pretty good the last couple days. I have been really tired and have been doing a lot of sleeping. I went and saw the doc yesterday and he said that I look good and I am tolerating the chemo very well. I am very strong. That's good. He told me last week that the combination of drugs that I am on right now has never been tried before. I am hoping they work really good and knock this cancer on it's ass. It looks as if I will be going in for another CT scan in about a month and a half. I have to do 3 more chemo treatments first.
I pray to the good lord everyday that these drugs are killing the cancer inside of me. I thank him as well for sending me a sign to get in to get checked. We still have the kids.....I'm kinda thinking that's the reason the good lord sent me that sign. Wanted me to stay around and make sure those kids were taken care of right. My lady sure as hell can not do it by herself, and their mother simply wont. Period. It's sad too, they're good kids. They don't deserve that shit. I don't care. If the good lord wants me around to see that those kids have a good life......so be it. It's not the kids being here that bothers me, the kids don't bother me at all. It's the fact that the mother takes no responsibility for them at all. She don't give the lady a dime to watch them.....the chick is living with 2 guys, probably screwing them both. She does not worry about her kids at all. It can go weeks and she will not even call to check on them. That is what bothers me. She is taking advantage of us. We are doing it to make sure the kids are ok, their mom could give a shit about their well being honestly.
The lady is going to contact the state and get the investigation going. This woman has abandoned her kids and we are going to try and get her declared unfit. If that happens the state will place them with us and then we will get child support from her. I may even go for changing their last names to mine. Not sure yet.
Wednesday, January 2
First Day of 2013
Today was a good day. I feel really good no issues anywhere got some sleep and the lady made homemade pizza for supper, and it tasted good to me!!!!!!
I was at the grocery store getting some things and we had not decided on what to have for supper. I was walking around the store trying to think of something when she called me and suggested homemade pizza. I was heartbroken. My taste buds are screwed due to the Chemo drugs and all the pizza I have tried since I been taking them has tasted like crap to me. I told her this and she suggested that we try it out and if the pizza tastes like crap, she would make me french toast. I'm a sucker for her french toast. The pizza was great! I ate the whole thing....LOL. That brightened my day.
Like I said, today was a great day, I hope the rest of 2013 turns out like today did. Last year sucked.
It's 5 am here right now. I slept most of the day yesterday, the 1st. Took a nap last night for four hours and have been up since midnight. The lady has a doctors appt today in the city I gotta take her too and the kid goes back to school today. I ain't taking his ass to the bus stop, screw that shit. I don't want the kids here to begin with.
The next time I see the worthless mom, I'm telling her I'm charging her rent. 30 bucks a week for her kids to stay here, she is not giving the lady a dime to watch them.....so fuck it. She is going to pay me. It's not about the money with me. It's about her taking fucking responsibility for her fucking kids. Right now the lady is watching them, and the bitch can whore around and party and do anything she wants without worrying about them. Fuck that. She's giving me 120 bucks a month for that privilege. Period.
See right now the bitch thinks she is doing my lady a favor by "letting" my lady watch her fucking kids. I gotta turn that shit around. The bitch takes the fucking kids back......good. I'll CPS on her ass and get her declared unfit and make the bitch pay us child support.
The free ride is over. I can't wait to see the look on the bitches face when I drop the rent bomb on her.
I was at the grocery store getting some things and we had not decided on what to have for supper. I was walking around the store trying to think of something when she called me and suggested homemade pizza. I was heartbroken. My taste buds are screwed due to the Chemo drugs and all the pizza I have tried since I been taking them has tasted like crap to me. I told her this and she suggested that we try it out and if the pizza tastes like crap, she would make me french toast. I'm a sucker for her french toast. The pizza was great! I ate the whole thing....LOL. That brightened my day.
Like I said, today was a great day, I hope the rest of 2013 turns out like today did. Last year sucked.
It's 5 am here right now. I slept most of the day yesterday, the 1st. Took a nap last night for four hours and have been up since midnight. The lady has a doctors appt today in the city I gotta take her too and the kid goes back to school today. I ain't taking his ass to the bus stop, screw that shit. I don't want the kids here to begin with.
The next time I see the worthless mom, I'm telling her I'm charging her rent. 30 bucks a week for her kids to stay here, she is not giving the lady a dime to watch them.....so fuck it. She is going to pay me. It's not about the money with me. It's about her taking fucking responsibility for her fucking kids. Right now the lady is watching them, and the bitch can whore around and party and do anything she wants without worrying about them. Fuck that. She's giving me 120 bucks a month for that privilege. Period.
See right now the bitch thinks she is doing my lady a favor by "letting" my lady watch her fucking kids. I gotta turn that shit around. The bitch takes the fucking kids back......good. I'll CPS on her ass and get her declared unfit and make the bitch pay us child support.
The free ride is over. I can't wait to see the look on the bitches face when I drop the rent bomb on her.
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