Who'll Stop The Rain

It's been raining here for 2 weeks now, non stop. When is it going to end? Flash flood warnings being issued all over, streams over flowing. Man, this sucks. I'm glad I live on a hill. I don't have to worry about any floods. Erosion, that's a different matter. I had planned on laying stone in the flower beds in my front yard. On the terrace. I have advised my lawn guy that he can come out and do it at any time, weather permitting. Thanks to all this rain, I have a small canyon being formed in my terrace lining my front walkway. This fucking rain has to stop!!!!

Well, Easter has come and passed. It was ok. My lady made a bird. It turned out good. What really bothered me was the bum. Ok, this guy is 30 years old and has a 7 year old son. He and his wife both act like they do not want the kid. Let me explain. The kid was staying with us that weekend. Well, he spent Friday night with us, my lady figured that she would be taking the kid home Saturday afternoon, ya know, so he would be home with his folks on Easter Morning. That did not happen. Saturday night rolls around and the bums wife says that she has to work Easter Sunday, better keep the kid. No biggie. I left for work and advised my girl to keep the kid up late and I would stop at the store in the AM after work and get him some Easter crap, a basket and some candy and stuff. Things from the Easter Bunny.

She kept the kid up late coloring eggs and stuff, I get to the store and buy some candy and crap. Now, I can remember, when I was a kid. My folks always got me toys and crap for Easter that I can play with outside, ya know, spring toys and crap. I decided to get this kid a baseball glove. Every boy needs a good baseball glove. His worthless fuck dad would never get him one, the guy don't know a thing about baseball. I spent about 25.00. No biggie.

I get home, the kid is still sleeping, great. My girl arranges the basket and I hide it in the corner. She goes in to wake the kid up and tells him the Easter Bunny came and he has to look for his basket. After about 15 minutes the kids finally finds it, is pretty over joyed. A little too over joyed I think. He tells us that this is the best Easter that he has ever had. Ever. Now, I see a problem with this. WTF? I drop 25 bucks, hid a basket and this kid is fucking happy to the point of tears.

I get to talking to the kid and my girl and come to find out that the bum don't believe in Easter, it's against his religion. WTF is that all about. Sure, I know what Easter is all about, and such, but fuck. A seven year old kid don't. He believes in the Easter Bunny, not fucking Jesus. I see now that the bum never had any cash to drop on his kid and took the easy way out. It's pathetic. This fucking guy is a looser and always will be. I hate kids, something that I have said constantly in this blog, but, god dammit. If that fucking looser ain't gonna raise his son and give him a good fucking life, screw him. I'll mentor the little guy. Fuck it. I have said in the past the kid is a little wimp, it's because he don;t have a father figure. Period. The bum ain't no father figure. He;s a skinny, druggie looking piece of shit and an idiot to boot. So, I will step in and teach this kid what being a boy and a man is all about. I am not going to turn him against his dad, I ain't going to say anything bad about his dad to him. I will let the little kid figure that out on his own. I will just show the kid what being a kid is all about. Hell, I'm immature big time. I think I got that dept. covered.

Well, later that day, I get up at around 6ish, to have Easter Dinner and get ready for work. My girl calls the bum to let him know that we will be bringing the kid back home in a few minutes and will be bringing a plate for him. His wife answers the phone! It turns out, she did not work that day. She traded with somebody that morning. That is a load of crap. This bitch did not have to work, said she did because she and her worthless husband did not want to deal with THEIR OWN FUCKING KID. Man these two are a piece of work. I feel sorry for the kid. He has no idea his folks are worthless. He will get the idea when he gets older. That's sad.

It's Thursday

Nothing going on. It's Thursday. Nuff said. It's still been cold out, had some snow the other day. This weather is strange.

I have not been doing much of anything lately, just vegging in front of the tube. Got drunk off of my ass a few days ago. Something happened that day of importance I think.

See, since the bum moved down here, my girl has been having her grand kid visit and stay with us for a few days sometime. I advised her at the beginning that I was cool with that, only if it happens on weekends, when I work. Not the days I have off. Well, that has been going good up until a few days ago. See, this kid is off school for spring break. He had been with us for a week already. Now, I don't like kids. Never have. I was pretty drunk, that gave me just enough balls to be an asshole. I am usually pretty laid back. I'm a nice guy. Too nice at times I have been told. Well, I told my girl to take the little bastard home. Let his parents watch him. I was sick of dealing with the kid.

Well it has been a few days now, I don't think my girl is pissed. She has not mentioned it. I think she was waiting for me to make the decision to take the kid home. She was sick of watching him too, she just did not want to admit that to herself or the bum.

She has also been on me about smoking in the basement. I informed her that it will continue and not to bring it up ever again. I told her that the basement was mine and what I do down there is none of her business and she had better learn to accept that fact. Simple as that.

I think that is very fair. I have given the upstairs to her, she can do anything with it that she wishes and I will support her. This basement is my domain. My place. She is welcome down here at anytime.

So that's where we stand. I hope she got the idea about the fucking kid. If I wanted kids around me I would have had some by now. I hate kids, period. I got my dog, that's enough.

Same Same

Well, It's been awhile since my last post. Nothing much has happened. Been colder than shit and that's about it.

My girl has not heard from her scum fuck son up north, as far as I know, so that's a good thing. Me and the girl have been getting along ok. I think she got the hint when I advised her that I was tired of dealing with all this crap, she better give me my space and leave me the fuck alone. It worked I think.

I'm telling you, she better have, I'll boot her ass out at the drop of a hat. I'm sick of this crap. I'm not being an asshole to her. That's not my way. I still love her and care about her, but I am not going to impede my life, stress myself out, and sacrifice anything no longer. That's done.

In the middle of all the crap, I advised her that she had better start seeing her worthless family for what they are, users. I told her that my family, (my folks, grand mother) care more about her than her own fucking sons....that's sad, but the truth. I told her that if she can not accept that fact, I think that we may have to rethink OUR situation. I was tired of dealing with that crap and my folks were as well. I told her that I was tired of standing by and watching her family use and hurt her, then when I tried to do something, she would get angry at me. I did not like seeing her get hurt and taken advantage of and if things do not change, we may just have to go our separate ways. I could not continue to live like that.

I think that sunk in. I am not trying to make her stop loving her kids, I want her to see that they will always use her until she puts a stop to it. I can not do it, she has to. Well, I think she has come around.

We will see.

Back Again!

Got back last night, went and got the girl. This is never going to happen again. I think now my girl has come to realize that her sons are not worth a fuck. I hope so. The other worthless piece of shit that lives in our town, did not even call her on her birthday. What a scum fuck.

Now, I'm waiting. I have just been informed that the worthless fuck that lives up north lost his job!!! Haha. It could not have happened to a more deserving piece of shit. It don't surprise me though. In the past when this lazy fuck gets a job, he usually lasts a few weeks then gets canned. According to him, It's always somebody else who is at fault, not him....ya right. He's a lazy fuck and does not want to work. That's why he gets canned.

Well, now I'm waiting again. I know the panty waste is going to call mamma. He always does. Now, if that does happen, and my girl turns around and forgives him for all the shit he has pulled. She is history. Nuff said. I am not dealing with this shit any longer. I'm gonna boot her ass out quicker than shit.

I am thinking about doing that now actually, without his interference. I'm sick of all this crap. I am going to play this by ear. I have the time.

Come to think of it, I enjoyed coming home to an empty house.

I Was Right

Well, it seems what I thought was going to happen, happened. I'm going up north. My girl called my crying yesterday. It seems that her scum fuck son and his bitch girlfriend have finally shown their true colors. They have refused to bring my girl home.

Apparently when it was determined that they were not going to get their money, my girl stated that for the time being she was not going to help them any longer and just wait for them to bring her back. Not do any driving, watch their kids, cook, etc......

They asked her after she informed them that, if she was not going to assist, why stay around then. Do you believe that shit. They also informed her that they were not going to bring her home and she is on her own. Who treats their mother like that?

So, I advised my girl to get the fuck out of there, to go stay with my folks and I would be there in a couple days to get her.

Her scum fuck kid had this planned from the get go. They used her for what they could, could not get any more use out of her, then told her to go away. That's fucked.

So, it looks like I got a road trip ahead of me. I don't care. I had a very good feeling this would happen. It's no big deal. I want my girl to come home. I miss her. I feel really bad that her worthless brood treat her like they do. Now, I just hope she finally realizes how they really are. I get to see my folks, and get a good pizza to boot, so I'm looking forward to it.

I'm Not Surprised

It looks as if my girl is stranded. Her worthless son can not bring her home. I knew it. She was supposed to be back last week, well, of course that did not happen. Now, he has informed her that they do not have any money to bring her home. His wife got half of her tax money a couple weeks ago. She was going to get the other half today. That did not happen either.

They both had more than enough to make the trip, get the car fixed, etc......

Well, that money is spent. Wasted actually. They did not get the car fixed, ate out every night, squandered the rest, now, the other check is not going to be here for a few more weeks and they are broke.

I can't go get her. I can't take the time off from work, and really don't have the cash right now. It is time for my girl to see what her son is actually worth. Not a piss. He assured her that he would bring her back when she wanted to come home. She wanted to come home 2 weeks ago.

I told her that this was going to happen. You can not rely on scum. Period. Now she has to pay the price. Scum will always let you down. Always. That's why they live up there in scum town. That's where they belong. They blend in with all of the other scum. Nobody up there has a pot to piss in, or a window to throw it out of. They never will.

I feel sorry for my girl for the simple fact that, she has to experience this crap, to realize how worthless her son and his wife are. It's pathetic.

Broke Out The Atari Today

I been playing my old Atari 2600, man, that brings back memories. This is the original one my folks got me for Christmas back in the day. I had lost the rf converter jack that came with the system. The box that hooked onto your TV that you switched from "game" to "TV", hell it's probably still hooked to my old TV back at my parents house!!!!! aha, they never throw away nothing. I think that's where I get my hoarding tendencies at...LOL. I picked up a jack at Radio Shack.

Boy, I have been having alot of fun playing this old game. This has gotten me thinking of a new use for my basement. I love old video games. Always have. I tried the baseball cards, these things are just way expensive now days, and what do you have after you get the whole set? Nothing really. You can't play with them, just look at them really. Old video games on the other hand are very fun. I love playing them. I think I'm gonna start collecting them. It's not I don't have the space. I have been doing a little looking on the bay and crap like that. They are fairly inexpensive, for the regular ones that is. I am not going to drop a boat load of money on some rare piece of shit, that I do not like to play, just because it's "RARE" oh...lord. Screw that. I do have 2 more TV's in boxes. A 27 inch and a 19 inch. I plan on getting a 37 LCD for the newer systems, PS2, Xbox, Xbox360. I have all of those systems already. Next on my list is a gamecube. There is a game on there, the Star Wars Arcade that came out back in the early 80's. I want to get that to play it. I also want to pick up a 3do. I want to play Star Control 2, that game is great. Like I said. I am not going to collect, just to collect. I'm only going to get the games that I want to play, and try out. Who knows, once the collection grows, I may start collecting just to collect.


On a side note, I am an evil bastard. I'm gonna get the room all set up, with all my games, have them all hooked up...etc. Guess what? The fucking bums little bastard kid ain't gonna be allowed in there, ha. I'm gonna tell the little bastard, get your dad to get off of his lazy ass and go out and get a job, then you guys will be able to afford crap like this......hehehe. I can't wait till that day comes. I may charge the bum admission for his fucking kid.....hmmm, that's something to think about.